I Hate It When
I hate it when you have all the best intentions in the world and you still screw up big time. I seem to do this a lot in my life. I also hate having to justify my actions. I do what I do and not everyone needs to get it, rationalize it, or accept it. Life is too short (or maybe too long?) to be haggling over the day to day decisions that drive one's happiness. It is what it is.
That said, I was a bad girl today and did screw up. My intention was to eat very well ( excellently in fact ) and unfortunately the hard salami and Boursin cheese attacked me at lunch. I tried to fend them off as best I could but to no avail. I think the overcast skies and the chill in the air contributed to the salami's need for freedom from the fridge and the subsequent attack. The only defense I had was to stack the salami and cheese on crackers and promptly eat them before the entire situation got out of hand. It was carnage. Let's hope it never happens again because the Reese's Pieces got in the action too. Damn peanut butter.
The good news is that I did run today which makes it 3rd time this week and the 4th day in a row (does Sunday count as the first or last day of the week? I never can decide). I'm trying to up it a bit and get back to 5 times a week since I have abandoned Kathy and Jillian. I'm sure they are keeping each other company in the basement so I don't feel too bad. The good news is that on my drive this morning I passed a rec center very close to my house that I did not know was there. I'm going to go and explore sometime soon. It looks like it has an indoor pool and it looks much newer than the dusty, rust bitten rec center down the street. Promising!
I feel beat right now. I had a bit of a sleepless night and I think the 2.5 hours of combing the streets has wiped me out. Maybe a little fiesta is in order? I don't think it ever hurt anyone. I have 4 little sunflower shoots that have come up and I am closely monitoring them. My fear is that some idiot will trod over them as they are next to the sidewalk outside the front of the house. They look very fragile. I'm wondering where the other 36 seedlings are. I have deep suspicions that the stupid birds and squirries have eaten my other seedlings. Damn them!
That said, I was a bad girl today and did screw up. My intention was to eat very well ( excellently in fact ) and unfortunately the hard salami and Boursin cheese attacked me at lunch. I tried to fend them off as best I could but to no avail. I think the overcast skies and the chill in the air contributed to the salami's need for freedom from the fridge and the subsequent attack. The only defense I had was to stack the salami and cheese on crackers and promptly eat them before the entire situation got out of hand. It was carnage. Let's hope it never happens again because the Reese's Pieces got in the action too. Damn peanut butter.
The good news is that I did run today which makes it 3rd time this week and the 4th day in a row (does Sunday count as the first or last day of the week? I never can decide). I'm trying to up it a bit and get back to 5 times a week since I have abandoned Kathy and Jillian. I'm sure they are keeping each other company in the basement so I don't feel too bad. The good news is that on my drive this morning I passed a rec center very close to my house that I did not know was there. I'm going to go and explore sometime soon. It looks like it has an indoor pool and it looks much newer than the dusty, rust bitten rec center down the street. Promising!
I feel beat right now. I had a bit of a sleepless night and I think the 2.5 hours of combing the streets has wiped me out. Maybe a little fiesta is in order? I don't think it ever hurt anyone. I have 4 little sunflower shoots that have come up and I am closely monitoring them. My fear is that some idiot will trod over them as they are next to the sidewalk outside the front of the house. They look very fragile. I'm wondering where the other 36 seedlings are. I have deep suspicions that the stupid birds and squirries have eaten my other seedlings. Damn them!

1 Comments:
At 2:25 PM ,
Megan said...
I consider Sunday the first day of the week because it is furthest left on the calendar. I really wish they'd decided to do the calendar with Monday starting and the Saturday and Sunday at the far right. Alas, that type of change would throw my life into complete chaos, so we can't start that now, but they really should have thought this through when they put together the layout of the calendar.
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