Slow The Train Down!

Do you ever feel like you can feel the small details of your routine falling away and if you let them go then the downward spiral begins but you don’t know how to prevent it? For instance, I opened the fridge this morning and there was no food for breakfast, dinner, or lunch. I did not have time to work out this morning. I ate out for lunch today. These things just add up and add up and add up. The lack of food leads to bad eating and the lack of time leads to no working out which leads to unhealthy lifestyle, loss of personal routine, loss of control. I feel overwhelmed that all the details I have so much control over are slowly slipping away and being replaced by the needs of my clients. Sort of like the car accident I saw today. I can see the car in front of me not slowing down enough and sure enough, it slams into a car. I want to shout to the car “slow down, slow down” but I know he can’t hear me and there is nothing I can do. Ah, I should just ride this wave and see where it takes me. I’m sure things will even out soon and then I will be ready to eat my arm off again from boredom. I’m trying to find a balance and not let things stress me out too much. Phew. I got another listing in the Highlands today, which is fantastic. Just 30 more and we are all done J