Fin A LY

It's hard to believe, it's hard to grasp, I know some of you will be in pure shock. You may want to sit down for this: I get to move up a level in Poker. AMEN. It's hard to understand if you are not a competitive bitch that cannot associate the words grace and humility with loss. It's about time, dammit.

Now that my better half is working like a mad man all hours of the day I have begun to realize what a jerk I am. Apparently in my princess world I am the only one who is allowed to dictate what we do when according to my schedule. Alas, my princess world has had a nice fall on its fanny and reality is beginning to sink in. This has led to a few very painful realizations. 1) How has he put up with me for over two years 2) How could I not have made him a priority every single day 3) How will get rid of the bad habits that have developed in the last 2 years. To say this will require some work is an understatement. Wish me luck.